20 December 2011

Growing Up Sucks

Forever 21 dress, Target earrings, and Montego Bay wedges from Payless

After living in a fantasy land for the last five days, I'm really not looking forward to going back to real life. For the first time ever, I don't have a title. I'm no longer a student nor do I have a job. Therefore, I can only be considered unemployed. I'm trying not to let it get to me, but it's already affecting my mood in small ways. I had bad dreams all night, running to or from something in all of them. Maybe I read too many dream interpretation books when I was younger, but I'm pretty sure that means I'm feeling inadaquate and scared.

Whew! Now that I've gotten that out, I'm going to try and enjoy the last few days of my vacation. It's been hard to get outfit shots here because I'm mostly in a bathing suit during the day. I get dressed up for dinner and going to the bar, but that's always after dark. I've been feeling like a slacker on my blog recently, so I really need to step it up. Once I get back home, I really have no excuses for lack of posts. Really, what else do I have to do? Oh yeah, I still need a job.

6 comments:

  1. You've just graduated.  Give  yourself some time.  I took off a whole year between graduating grad school and getting a job.  You'll figure something out.  Your not unemployed, your just "underemployed" at the moment and there's nothing wrong with that.  More time to work on your blog, right?

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  2. What a pretty dress! Good luck with finding a dress. And congrats on graduating! 

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  3. Thanks Kara. I like "underemployed" better! I agree about having more time to work on my blog. There are a lot of things I've been saying I want to to do on here and now I have the time!

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  4. Thank you Chelsea! I walked into Forever 21 and told myself I could only buy one thing and this dress was it! I'm so glad I found it.

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  5. Don't even worry about it! The right job will come. You look amazing in this dress.

    PS I used to have dreams about bears chasing me all the time.

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  6. This dress is GORGEOUS! Swoon! :)

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